Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Reader's Blog; 2NE1's "It Hurts



"You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her"

- As I read these lyrics, I couldn't help but think that they sing what most people think after a break up and when they see their ex with another person; that they'll eventually go through the same pain I'm going through.They see themselves now and look at their ex loving another, unable to grasp the idea that someone else took their spot. This song speaks the truth that most people are thinking, and that's what really attracted my attention to it.

Reader's Blog; BEAST's "Thanks To"



"Yeah, the ones who let the unworthy, six fools stand on stage
The ones who placed the utmost precious microphone into our hands, was you, and so
Today, I'm still rocking' this stage, I'm flying like a g6
It feels just like I'm flying in the sky
Like I've fallen into a happy dream, like a child, flying through the air with our hands clasped you and me together"

-  The reason I really like this song is because it's not just another one of their random singles about love or break ups. This song is about them being thankful for being given this opportunity to sing on stage and be the celebrities they are now. They dedicate this song to the fans, the ones who fell in love with their music so much to keep them motivated to keep going forward in writing more songs. They talk about how they feel like it's a dream, and how they are just over all grateful for having this chance at stardom.

Reader's Blog; EXO's "Into Your World; Angel"






"I'm spinning through days,
Stuck in the days, I hope not to face.
It's like I'm the last one off the stage
And there's no music left to play, so I'm lost!
Like an open wound that's never gonna heal,
You're the only thing in my world that is real... "

  This particular quote from this song really caught my attention because it has a lot of imagery. In the third and fourth lines, it talks about being lost like a performer on stage with no music, no cue of what to do next. It also has similes when it brings up the open wound idea. To me, this song really does a good job of emphasizing how you can be lost or feel that way when you don't have the one that makes you feel "complete" by your side.

Reader's Blog; B1A4's "Tried To Walk"



"Even though it hurts, I’m relieved
Even this feeling is too burdensome to me
You’re looking at me nervously, like a whining child
Your tears are holding onto my shoulders that have turned away
Saying goodbye is sweet but I’m okay even if it hurts
I take my foot out from your shadow
I take off our ring too
We're growing apart bit by bit, you're disappearing little by little,
Don’t hate me because it’ll hurt too much baby"

- When I read the English version of the song, (because the music video wasn't really telling me anything other than Korean men are extremely good looking.), I got a better understanding of it.Yet another break up song, but this one actually.. makes me feel as if I were the one that they broke up with you know? Basically they're singing about how they should just walk away and move on, that they shouldn't hate them because it will only make it hurt more. Songs like these really stand out to me because normally a break up isn't taken like this when it's made into a song. Usually you have the whole "You're a piece of trash I don't need someone like you in my life" kind of song, but these songs don't say that. They tell their loved ones to go live a better life without the pain they'll eventually cause them.

Reader's Blog; BIGBANG's "Haru Haru"


 
"Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away"

- This song really stands out to me, not only because the song and video make me cry due to how much emotion was put into it, but also because of the message the song has in its lyrics. Basically, the song is meant for a break up, but it has a kind of positive meaning. The speaker's telling his ex lover that they deserve better, and that they should go find what would really be beneficial to them, even if it's killing the speaker to say so. They only want what's best for their loved one, and sadly that's not them.The speaker tells them that they should smile and go on about their lives like nothing happened, and that they'll pray for them to find their happily ever after. This really makes me think of how break up songs are here in America, and how different they are (AKA, Taylor Swift's "We're never getting back together" )

Reader's Blog; EXO's "Baby Don't Cry"



"Baby don’t cry, tonight
When the dark night lit up
Baby don’t cry, tonight
Just treat it as if nothing happened
You will never be like foam
Don’t you know that
So baby don’t cry, cry
My love will protect you and never let go"

- This song always somehow manages to make me cry whenever I hear it. When I finally learned what EXO was saying in their lyrics, I couldn't help but be overcome with all these emotions. First of all,  this song is about the original Little Mermaid story, you know, the one where the mermaid and the prince didn't have a happily ever after. The mermaid was told by the sea witch to kill the prince in order to remain human forever, or else she'd turn into foam by sundown. The mermaid went, but was unable to kill the man she loved, so she turned into foam and died. In this song, EXO sings it from the perspective of the prince, telling the mermaid that he'll protect her by dying, so she wont turn into foam and die herself. It's the unfortunate tale of star crossed lovers who are unable to be with one another. 

Reader's Blog; Yongguk's "I Remember"




"Even when I close my eyes, the light that used to shine on us is still there 
Our precious times, I'll cherish them deeply 
Even when the pain comes in many times 
Those days we promised of forever 
I will never forget those moments until the end 
I Remember"

- The music video for this song is very intense, because it takes you kind of like on a flashback, where you see the couple fighting but helplessly in love with each other,  and suddenly the girl gets kidnapped. Her lover then goes and tried to get her back, only to get shot multiple times by the police as he shoots the criminals. What's weird is that she falls in his arms, but it's not him; it's his spirit. What I think the meaning of the video and what this excerpt from the lyrics is is that even though he dies, his spirit still lives on in that memory, destined to repeat it until he gets it right. Reliving the great moments before that tragedy, the moments when he was truly happy with his loved one. His ghost still remembers every detail of what happened to them. It's kind of like another version of Romeo and Juliet. 

Reader's Blog; BEAST's "Fiction"



   "I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this

I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit"

- This song is by another one of my favorite band, BEAST. This song is called 'Fiction', and when you listen to it, the only thing  you can really understand is the singers singing "Fiction" over and over. But when you really read the English lyrics you actually get the meaning. The song is a break up song, but what I like about it is that they sing about writing down the story of what used to be, so that their happiness will live on forever even if their relationship doesn't. 

Reader's Blog; EXO's "MAMA"


         "The mask of anonymity hides the jealous eye filled 

with murderous intent
Though they see the end, they’re still hungry
Now are you satisfied?
Why won’t we look each other in the eye anymore?
Why won’t we communicate? Why won’t we love?
We shed tears at the painful reality once again
Please say that we could change things if we wanted, mama mama"
- These are some lyrics from my favorite band, EXO. They're from their single, MAMA, and besides the fact that it's an incredible song and has amazing choreography set to it, the lyrics also hold real strong meaning behind it. Through out the song, they talk about how this world that we live in has changed. It's more about the individual rather than the whole, and how no one really really see's how this attitude of solitude really hurts you in the end.

Reader's Blog: Love





                    " Ricky was 'L' but he's home with the flu, Lizzie, our 'O', had some homework to do, Mitchell 'E' prob'ly got lost on the way So I'm all of the love that could make it today."

-  Yes this poem is from Where the Sidewalk ends. I was reading it to my brother so I figured why not ( even though I'm writing it at school ). I really do love all of the poems from that book, even if it's for little kids. I like that Silverstein divides love into "people", it kind of gives me the impression that even if you don't have all of love that you think you need, to have the feeling of complete love (in other words to spell out "love"), you still have enough to get you through the day. I may just be thinking too far into it, but that's what I think it means. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

Reader's Blog; Hymn





                   "When the hours flew brightly by, And not a cloud obscured the sky, My soul, lest it should truant be, Thy grace did guide to thine and thee; Now, when storms of Fate o'ercast Darkly my Present and my Past, Let my Future radiant shine With sweet hopes of thee and thine!" 

-The message that I interpreted when I read this poem was that the bells were ringing because it was a funeral, mostly because Poe's poems are mostly about death. But then I got thinking  that maybe it can just be about church bells ringing to indicate that mass had ended or is about to start, and the speaker could be a sinner that is going (or went) to repent about their sins and now feels forgiven by God. That's what it seems to me.

Reader's Blog; Israfel





                   "In Heaven a spirit doth dwell "Whose heart-strings are a lute"; None sing so wildly well As the angel Israfel, And the giddy stars (so legends tell), Ceasing their hymns, attend the spell Of his voice, all mute."

- What caught my attention while reading this poem was the incredible amount of imagery you got thanks to all the details that Poe put into the stanzas. You can really picture the angel, Israfel, singing as the rest of the world suddenly quiets down. Kind of like a Kodak moment sort of scene. 

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Reader's Blog; To My Mother



Pg.  959


            "Because I feel that, in the heavens above, The angels, whispering to one another, Can find, among their burning terms of love, None so devotional as that of 'Mother', Therefore by that dear name I long have called you, You who are more than mother to me, And fill my heart of hearts, where Death installed you,"

-I like how in this poem, Poe talks about his aunt, and how she was more to him than just an aunt. Since she raised him, she became practically his mother. He also tells of how she'll always be his mother and that he wont love her any less even if Death gets them in the way.

Reader's Blog: To Helen



Pg.949-950

                  "Was it not Fate that, on this July midnight- Was it not Fate (whose name is also Sorrow) , That bade me pause before that garden-gate, to breathe the incense of those slumbering roses? No footsteps stirred; the hatred world all slept, Save only thee and me."
- I really like this quote because it makes me think of that stereotypical version of "love at first sight" kind of thing, where the two people are oblivious to anything and everything except each other. It's a new twist on it, but it basically portrays the same idea. It's always said to be fate that has allowed them to be there on the same time, and that nothing else matters but them.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Reader's Blog; Annabel Lee



Pg. 958

      "The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me- Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by the night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee."

-Honestly, this has got to be my favorite poem by Poe. I love the way that it's short and simple, and how it rhymes and uses repetition and how he brings it all together to tell the story of two young love birds who lost in the game of love. Wow that was a long sentence. Anyways, this quote stood out to me because it shows how Poe brings forth the idea that their love was so beautiful, that even spirits are jealous of them, and eventually that jealousy is what kills Annabel in the end. Sad story,bro. :---(

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Reader's Blog; Bridal Ballad




Pg. 976

           "And thus the words were spoken, And thus the plighted vow,  And, thought my faith be broken, And, though my heart be broken, Behold the golden keys That proves me happy now!"

- Ok can we just admire the little picture I found? It made me laugh that that really is Poe. Reading who knows what but he's reading! Anyways, this quote. I chose to write about it this time because I like this poem a lot. I like how the bride (the speaker of this poem) is torn between being happy and pretending she's happy. In this excerpt, she speaks about how she's not happy, how she's broken and doesn't believe in what I assume is happiness, yet she feels like she should be happy because she's married. Kind of gets me wondering when we feel like this as well in our daily lives.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Reader's Blog; The Tell-Tale Heart


Pg. 304


       "A watch's minute hand moves more quickly than did mine. Never before that night had I felt the extent of my own powers- of my sagacity. I could scarcely contain my feelings of triumph. To think that there I was, opening the door, little by little, and he not even to dream of my secret deeds or thoughts."

-Just the fact that Poe writes things like this makes my kinda scared as to what went throughout his mind.But when I was reading this, it kind of got me thinking if this is how actual serial killers think.Do they feel what they're doing is right? Do they actually think this all perfectly and strategically? This story, as well as practically everything Poe writes, makes me think all of these things. Well done, Poe. Well done.










Friday, November 9, 2012

Reader's Blog; Eldorado



Pg. 970

         " Gaily bedight, A gallant knight, In sunshine and in shadow, Had journeyed long, Singing a song, In search for Eldorado. 
But he grew old- This knight so bold - And o'er his heart a shadow Fell as he found No spot of ground That looked like Eldorado."

- What I got from this is that this knight was looking around for Eldorado. You know, like the city made out of gold and stuff. Gold everywhere. Then on his journey there, he was unable to find it and ended up dying as he searched for it. Sadly, he never got to find Eldorado.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Reader's Blog; Lenore




Pg. 946

     " 'Wretches! ye loved her for her wealth and hater her for her pride, and when she fell in feeble health, ye blessed her- that she died! How shall the ritual, then, be read? - the requiem how be sung By you- by yours, the evil eye,- by yours, the slanderous tongue That did to death the innocence that died, and died so young?"

- As I read this (and annotated), what came in to my mind was that he was absolutely outraged that these people were at Lenore's funeral. He's basically telling them off by saying how can they be there when they truly never cared for her and they shouldn't taint her sacred funeral with their corrupted presence.



Reader's Blog; The Raven




Pg. 943

      "And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating; "Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door- Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; This is it and nothing more."

- When I read this, I thought that he was speaking metaphorically, (when isn't he?), about how the memories of Lenore dying (mentioned in the stanza before) are invading him again and bringing these unwanted emotions with them. They're so strong that they're terrifying him as well as exciting him.

Reader's Blog; The Raven



Pg. 943
(⊙△⊙✿)
         "While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door, 'Tis some visitor', I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this and nothing more."

-This really reminds me, for some reason, of when you're just about to sleep, you're all cozy, and you have everything perfect and just as sleep is about to get you, BOOM. The slightest little noise wakes you up and you can't go back to sleep again. That always happens to me and I hate it with the passion of a thousand burning suns.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Reader's Blog: The Tell-Tale Heart



Pg. 303

     "Now this is the point. You fancy me mad. Madmen know nothing. But you should have seen me. You should have seen how wisely I proceeded- with what caution- with what foresight- with what dissimulation I went to work!"

-If only I could quote the ENTIRE short story, I would. I just absolutely love Poe's work, and yes, the gif up top is totally (for once) relevant. His work's just- it's utterly insane and completely sick, but it's the way that he portrays this craziness amuses me Now with this quote, we see exactly how crazy he is, even though he's trying to get us to believe otherwise. I'm pretty sure everyone who reads this story categorizes him as messed up in the head, but in a sense, he's too crazy to really be crazy. If he were crazy, he just would have killed the old man right then and there, but no. He actually went and took care of the old man, and then killed him. Crazy people couldn't have done that. It takes not only patience but also brain power to come up with that kind of thing. I think he's a sick and twisted genius.












Reader's Blog: The Tell-Tale Heart





Pg. 303

      "It is impossible to say how first the idea entered my brain; but once conceived  it haunted me day and night."

-To me this is something a criminal or someone who's mentally unstable (by society's standards) would say. Like if they're convicted and then they're asked what they were thinking when they committed the crime, that's what they would say. Honestly, I can't possibly imagine how someone could be so passionate, if that's even the correct term, when it comes to a sick idea such as the one he had. Actually, when it comes to the idea of murder in general. I don't- I can't comprehend how someone can be driven to commit such an act. Like wow no oreos for you, ever, you ugly sicko.






Friday, September 28, 2012

Reader's Blog: Kite Runner




Pg. 49

       "I love wintertime in Kabul. I loved it for the soft pattering of snow against my window at night, for the way fresh snow crunched under my black rubber boots, for the warmth of the cast-iron stove as the wind screeched through the yards, the streets."

-I love the imagery that you get from this quote. You can actually picture it in your head perfectly. Well, since I live here in Texas, I don't really know what snow feels like, but I'm sure it feels all soft! But in all seriousness, you really can just close your eyes and see all the white snow around the place.

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner



Pg. 46

         "I wished I too had some type of scar that would beget Baba's sympathy. It wasn't fair. Hassan hadn't done anything to earn Baba's affections; he'd just been born with that stupid harelip."

-
I have many conflicting feelings about this quote.
For one, I can see why Amir is jealous of Hassan. I mean, after all, it "was" Amir's dad, so naturally he should get some lovin' from him, right? So to see that the "servant" was getting more attention that his actual son would be pretty upsetting.
But then again, I can think about it from another point of view and just all that comes to mind is "Amir, dude, you have to calm down." It's always going to be his father in the end, but can't he just let Hassan have this one win? And on his birthday of all days.
Amir's the type of character that I want to both hug and hit with a shovel. This kid....

Reader's Blog: Kite Runner



Pg. 46

          "I knew that when doctors said it wouldn't hurt, that's when you knew you were in trouble. With dread, I remember my circumcision the year prior. The doctor had given me the same line, reassured me it wouldn't hurt one bit. But when the numbing medicine wore off later that night, it felt like someone had pressed a red hot coal to my loins. Why Baba waited until I was ten to have me circumcised was beyond and one of the things I will never forgive him for."

-Even though I'm not a boy, I feel real bad for Amir. I've hear a lot of stories (don't ask why) about circumcisions and apparently they're....pretty bad. I wrote down this quote not to talk about how gross the topic is and say things like "Ewww! Why would the author bring that up!?". Nu uh. I wrote it down because it reminded me of what the boys in Turkey go through. At 10 years of age or so, boys get a big party thrown for them, and next thing they know, they're off to get circumcised. I thought it related to each other so why not?

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner



Pg. 41

         "How can you call him your 'friend?' 
But he's not my friend! I almost blurted out. He's my servant! Had I really thought that? Of course I hadn't. I hadn't. I treated Hassan well, just like a friend, better even, more like a brother. Bit if so, then why, when Baba's friends came to visit with their kids, didn't I ever included Hassan in our games? Why did I play with Hassan only when no one else was around?"

-I just had to include this because I made a previous entry where Amir says that Hassan is just an illiterate Hazara and will be nothing but a cook.
This is a moment where I would say, "Whoa hold the phone, stop the clock, Amir say what?"
I find it a bit hypocritical and rude of Amir to be saying those things, like if he actually cares about Hassan that much. Then he goes around and calls him illiterate and what not. Not cool. :|


Reader's Blog; Kite Runner



Pg. 38

          "His word was law, and if you needed a little legal education, then those brass knuckles were just the right teaching tool. I saw him use those knuckles once on a kid from the Karteh-Char district. I will never forget how Assef's blue eyes glinted with a light not entirely sane and how he grinned, how he grinned as he pummeled that poor kid unconscious."

-This quote just made me think of how sick and just completely insane some people can be. Assef may be just a character in the book that's meant to terrorize Amir and Hassan, but when you just think about it, there are actually some people that do things like beat up others or even worse just for the pure thrill of it. That's pretty sick and demented if you ask me.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner



Pg. 34

        " It appeared that on the same night I had learned about one of writing's objectives, irony, I would also be introduced to one of its pitfalls: the Plot Hole. Taught by Hassan, of all people. Hassan, who couldn't read and had never written a single word in his entire life. A voice, cold and dark, suddenly whispered in my ear, What does he know, that illiterate Hazara? He'll never be anything but a cook. How dare he criticize you?"
- My first time reading this went a little like this: "Oh WHOAH WHOAH WHOAAA THERE, AMIR. Hassan's your BEST FRIEND. Why are you going around thinking stuff like that??? So who cares if he out smarted you? You poopoo head!" But then once I calmed down from my rage and stopped ranting, I thought about it more and realized that I would have probably thought something somewhat similar to what Amir was just thinking. I mean, we all have that horrible little voice inside our heads that says mean things, so I can't really judge Amir too much on this. Although I do think he went a little too far with the whole illiterate Hazara comment.











Friday, September 14, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner

  Pg. 25
          "But in none of his stories did Baba ever refer to Ali as his friend. The curious thing was, I never thought of Hassan and me as friends either. Never mind that we taught each other to ride a bicycle with no hands, or to build a fully functional homemade camera out of a cardboard box.... Never mind any of those things. Because history isn't easy to overcome. Neither is religion. In the end, I was a Pashtun and he was a Hazara, I was Sunni and he was Shi'a, and nothing was ever going to change that. Nothing."

-What caught my attention from this quote was what he said in the last part of the quote, about him never being friends with Hassan because of their religion and background. Although this sounds horrible to us, it's something that's very common and happens throughout the world very frequently. I mean, even a little kid's thinking like this? Just goes to show how much ignorance can influence people of any age and cultural background.













Monday, September 10, 2012

Assignment #4; Where the Sidewalk Ends


       The collection of poems that I read were from Shel Silverstein's "Where the Sidewalk Ends". Even though it is considered a poem book for kids, I'm accepting the challenge and making a good short essay for it in deep senior thoughts. In his collection of short poems, Silverstein uses powerful imagery and great syntax, which he changes randomly through the poems to bring you a better sense of what he's trying through his writing. With all of this and more combined into those 180 pages of pure genius, Silverstein produces a constant theme of imagination that leaves us wanting for more.

     As one reads the poems of this book, we can see a common theme present in them, and that would be the power of imagination and defying the rules of reality. All of Silverstein's poems have to do with breaking the restrictions that reality has placed upon us and finding out crazy and new ways of doing things. The title of the book even implements this theory, as it is called Where the Sidewalk Ends, and shows an illustration of two kids looking down at the edge of the world, something we all know is highly impossible. (The Earth IS round.)
    We can see this theme of imagination and reality defying ideas present in basically all his poems. In his first poem, "Invitation", Silverstein starts out the book out by saying,
"If you are a dreamer, come in,
If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar,
A hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer...
If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire
For we shall have some flax-golden tales to spin.
Come in!
Come in!"
To me, Silverstein's basically inviting you to come and let your imagination run free and take a break from reality. His poems are crazy and out of the box, providing you some sense of relief and the feeling that you're in your own little world, away from your troubles as you read about his crazy thoughts.
      Silverstein's poems have to deal with crazy, out of the blue ideas. There's no possible way to just categorize them all into one group, because there's just no word in the English dictionary that allows us to do so. One thing they all do have in common is that they're all funny. One particular poem is called "Invention" and it gets a chuckle out of the people who read it, as it says,
"I've done it, I've done it!
Guess what I've done!
Invented a light that plugs into the sun.
The sun is bright enough,
The bulb is strong enough,
But, oh, there's only one thing wrong...
The cord ain't long enough."
This poem does not only, once again, show the theme of imagination, but also gives it a comical sense to it. We can all laugh a little at the idea of actually "inventing" a light bulb that can connect to the sun, I mean, we have solar panels for a reason, right? But once you finish this small poem, you can't help but laugh, a good heart felt laugh, at the fact that the innocence and imagination of the child in the illustrated drawing for the poem prevented him from realizing that the cord wouldn't actually reach the sun.
     Shel Silverstein proposes very well thought out poems that have to do with the theme of imagination, a theme that many children's book authors try to convey through their writings. He does it in a way that his poems become interesting to everyone from any age group, as you can see by the fact that I am writing an essay on it. Silverstein brings forth a well written poem book that brings out the inner child in you and offers you a chance to let your imagination run free while you read his short poems. And cue the applause~

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Assignment 2; Losing Faith


I'm going to give a brief summary of the last part of the book just because I can.
Basically, Brie finds out that Faith and Celeste were in a religious cult with Reena. Celeste didn't pull through so Faith was left alone with Reena and her crazy boyfriend, Nathan. Celeste, Brie, Alis, and Tessa formulate a plan where Celeste and Brie join the cult and are brought up to the same mountain where Faith died. After getting the information about Faith's death - how she didn't want to continue on with the cult and was pushed off due to Reena's blind rage-, Brie and the others are saved by the cops who arrest Nathan and Reena. Tessa and Brie become best friends and a small romance starts up between Alis and Brie. THE END.

A quote that really stuck out at me was,
"Therefore, I urge you brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God- this is your spiritual act of worship."
This one sticks out at me because it's basically the problem for the first half of the book; sacrificing yourself for religion. Brie thinks that Faith committed suicide for God, and tries to prove that idea wrong.

Assignment 1; Losing Faith


"Losing Faith", a young reader's novel written by Denise Jaden, starts out with introducing the main character, Brie, and her sister, Faith. Brie's is the black sheep of her family, not being nearly as religious as her sister, who's been going to a Church Youth Group since she was little. Brie lies to Faith, telling her she needs a ride to church. Once they get to the church, they go their separate ways and Brie runs off to meet her boyfriend, Dustin. They go off to a party at a barn, and while they're there, Brie gets a call from her dad, telling her she needs to go to the hospital. She ditches the party and gets a ride from her best friend, Amy. Once she's at the hospital, she receives the news that Faith has passed away, the cops tell them that they found her body at the base of a cliff, and the go through the whole questioning process. Brie tries to come up with plans to help her family- talking to her parents but getting shut down, or read a poem at Faith's funeral which she ends with saying that she loved and hated Faith- but they all end up failing. On the day of Faith's funeral, a mysterious guy shows up and leaves Brie wondering who he is and how he knows Faith. Through the chapters, Brie discovers many things that relate to Faith's cause of death, which was supposedly "suicide". All these clues that she finds all point to that assumption, the very same assumption she refuses to believe ended her sister's life. At school, Amy quits talking to Brie, seeing as how people only know her as "the dead girl's sister", she's finally seeing what a jerk her boyfriend really is, and the school "freak", Tessa,  is appearing randomly before her at school. Soon, Tessa and Brie start talking after Tessa reveals to Brie that her sister also died in accident, and understands how Brie feels. As she tries to find out more clues to her sister's death, Brie unfortunately finds out (the hard way) that Dustin and Amy have secretly been seeing each other. Later on, Brie confronts Celest, Faith's best friend, about her random disappearances and tries to get some information out of her. When that fails, she tries to get information about a boy she saw at Faith's funeral. Turns out his name's Alis, and his sister, Reena, was friends with Faith.
I think that Denise Jaden wrote this book to teach us about how much Religion plays a part in our lives. She talks about cults and all these devoted groups to religion and how some actually do think about sacrificing themselves for God. When I was reading the book, I at first didn't really pay attention to the main message, I thought it was just going to be another chick novel. But then as I kept on reading, I found that the message about religion was really prominent in the whole story and I just couldn't put it down. 

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Reader's Blog: Kite Runner



Pg. 23

     " Baba said. 'Look, I know there's a fondness between you and him and I'm happy about that. Envious, but happy. I mean that. He needs someone who...understands him, because God knows I don't. But something about Amir troubles me in a way that I can't express. It's like...' I could see him searching, reaching for the right words. He lowered his voice, but I heard him anyway. 'If I hadn't seen the doctor pull him out of my wife with my own eyes, I'd never believe he's my own son."

-Okaaay....For this one we're NOT going to stop and appreciate the last sentence. That one's just heart breaking and completely messed up. I would use some other words but sadly I cannot express myself like that seeing as how this is for school. (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) I'm a good kid, OK? Well as I was saying, this quote/excerpt is just, powerful? I mean the poor kid hears his own father saying those crude things about him. My mother jokes around with me like that, saying that she didn't have me, that she found me in the trash being sold by an old lady in Mexico, that's why we're nothing alike. Yet I know she's joking, that she doesn't really believe that. Or at least I hope she doesn't.... So for Amir to hear his dad say that and actually mean it, that's just horrible. 
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Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Reader's Blog: Kite Runner



Pg. 21

      " 'I know, I know. But he's always buried in those books or shuffling around the house like he's lost in some dream.'
       'And?'
       'I wasn't like that.' Baba sounded frustrated, almost angry. 
       Rahim Khan laughed. 'Children aren't coloring books. You don't get to fill them with your favorite colors.' "

- Can we just take a minute to appreciate the beauty of that last sentence? 。・゚゚・(>д<)・゚゚・。
Seriously. That last sentence was what really attracted me to that quote, because it's just a really good metaphor. It's true; kids aren't some coloring books that parents can just fill up with their favorite attributes and skills. Although now there is that talk about genetically enhancing babies, like changing their hair or eye color. But that's besides the point. What we should be focusing on is this magnificent quote. It made me sad to think that Amir's dad really didn't like the way Amir came out; loving poetry and books instead of fighting and being "manly". Sadly, acceptance is not part of his vocabulary, so Amir's left to deal with this harsh treatment from his dad while growing up. And it just gets me thinking of other kids that have to go through this in their lives. Poor kiddos :C







Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner


Pg.  20

       "Of course, marrying a poet was one thing, but fathering a son who preferred burying his face in poetry books to hunting...well, that wasn't how Baba had envisioned it, I suppose. Real men didn't read poetry- and God forbid they should ever write it! Real men- real boys- played soccer just as Baba had when he had been young. Now that was something to be passionate about."


- When reading the book, I kind of understood why his dad was a bit disappointed with how much his son's personality differed from his own. I mean, it's his only son, what dad wouldn't want his son to come out like him? Especially one described like how Baba is. But then again, there's the whole thing about accepting your child for who they are, and that's a big value for me. For someone like Baba, those values maaay be a little bit different.And then the whole thing about soccer. In my mind, while reading this, all I could think was, "If he likes poetry and is nothing like you, what on Earth makes you think that he'd like soccer?" Maybe that's just my way of thinking things, but it just didn't make sense to place the kid in soccer.







Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Assignment #4; A Raisin in the Sun




-The play that I’m going to talk about is the one and only, A Raisin in the Sun by Lorraine Hansberry. This play tells the story of the Youngers, an African American family trying to get by in a time where racism was a bigger deal than it is today. There was one specific scene in the play that caught my attention as I was reading it. In Act II, scene iii, the Youngers are in their house, looking over at the things they got for their new house and having a good time joking around. Suddenly they get a visit from Karl Linder as they're getting all excited with their plans for the new house. Linder, who's the representative for the Clybourne Park community, tells them that they "shouldn't" move there, seeing as how they would disturb the balance of the community and potentially destroy it. He also offers to buy the house back, and even return them their money if they don't move to the new area. Later on they tell Mama what had happened, and they all end up agreeing that they shouldn’t take up Linder’s offer. They end up giving Mama a gardening set, and just when it seems like it’s going to be a good day, disaster strikes and comes crashing down on their parade. Walter finds out that he’s been scammed by one of his “friends”, and all the money they had saved up was gone. After Walter getting beaten up by Mama, the scene ends with her thinking about the money her husband left and what they were going to do now.  To me, this scene is important, or significant, because it shows how people were scared, or rather frightened of something new coming in contact or "interfering" with their already set up system. It clearly shows prejudice and racism, and that's a major part of the whole play. Although they have money to afford the house, showing that they are not poor in a sense and can have a decent living to reside in the Clybourne Park area, the community chooses to look past that and still hold their prejudice views. The dialogue that's shared among the characters is very good, showing how Ruth and Walter kept their cool but were not going to back down just because the whole community wanted them out of their land. Then all the other things happened, such as them finding out that all their money’s gone. All that went through the scene just made it seem more important and it caught my attention more than the other scenes.

Reader's Blog: Kite Runner


Pg. 19

         "Because the truth of it was, I always felt like Baba hated me a little. And why not? After all, I had killed his beloved wife, his beautiful princess, hadn't I? The least I could have done was to have had the decency to have turned out a little more like him. But I hadn't turned out like him. Not at all."

-When I first read this, I had to put the book down and just think for a minute. Amir feels like his dad hates him, since his mother died giving birth to him. Now to me, that's just a horrible thing for a little kid to think. I mean his father already doesn't talk or pay any attention to him, and now he's thinking all these things such as his father hating him. I thought it was a pretty intense and deep thing for a child to process in his mind, but when you think about it, you cant help but see why he thinks that way. I think that if I were in Amir's place, I'd be thinking the same. And I guess that's also why he tries so hard to try and get his father's attention so much. Poor kid.~

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner



Pg.  18

           " 'When you kill a man, you steal a life,' Baba said. 'You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness.' "

- When you really think about it, this is some pretty deep thinking. I've never thought of it this way; that killing is a form of stealing. I've heard the whole "you steal a life when you kill" sort of thing, but never the rest. It kind of blew me away, to go in such depth with that idea. But it DOES make sense, and now I cant stop thinking about it any other way. This should be put up in a billboard or something, everyone needs to see it!

Monday, August 27, 2012

Reader's Blog; Kite Runner




Pg.6~

            "Hassan never talked about his mother, as if she'd never existed. I always wondered if he dreamed about her, about what she looked like, where she was. I wondered if he longed to meet her. Did he ache for her, the way I ached for the mother I had never met?"

-This kind of hits home with me and my personal life because I know what it feels like to grow up with only one parent (who's mostly busy all the time) I'm mostly like Hassan, not bothering to mention or verbally acknowledge the missing parental figure because I've got all I need in my mom, and I'm sure Hassan feels that way about his father. [sorry this got deep and personal]  (◡‿◡✿)